So I've seem to have lost control of the steering wheel of my life again. Things at school are not becoming better. I still can't connect with the kids and the kids still don't like me. I still am horrible at planning, and not as efficient. There's 2.5 months left of school, and I don't know if I am going to survive even though time flies by.
All my life, I think I've failed because success to me is being able to turn whatever you have into a positive thing, and throughout life, I have been having trouble with this. All through life, I am attracted to difficulty.
People say extroverted people are happy people. It's not because they are outgoing, it's because they are in general positive people. They see the silver lining in everything. I wish I was an extrovert instead of an introvert. Introverts I guess are negative people. That's me. I see the worst in things and being hopeful is difficult. I often wallow a lot and then pick myself up again.
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